Posted: 09:08 GMT, 3 December 2020 | Updated: 09:41 GMT, Jan. December 2020

Braunwyn Windham-Burke hinted she was hiding a secret when their marriage stalled in the wake of The Real Housewives Of Orange County on Wednesday

During the episode of Sept. With the season titled “The Calm Before the Storm”, it was clear that 43-year-old Braunwyn had been hiding secrets for some time

In a preview of upcoming episodes of the Bravo show, Braunwyn told a friend that she loved a nameless woman

Dropping Clues: Braunwyn Windham-Burke implied she was hiding a secret when their marriage stalled in the wake of The Real Housewives Of Orange County on Wednesday

In March, Braunwyn and her husband Sean Burke celebrated a vow renewal after more than 20 years of marriage and seven children

Braunwyn had taken stock of her life since she quit drinking a month earlier and had met with a therapist to find out how to better deal with challenges

She confessed that from the age of 14 Had drunk alcohol to relieve anxiety and insecurity and resigned after age 30 Year into a bad time when she would get drunk all day

“I had a miscarriage,” Braunwyn explained, ‘I got very depressed. I started taking and drinking Xanax and it was spinning. I don’t remember but I think I’ve been in my closet for five days gone ‘

High voltage: During the episode of Sept. With the season titled “The Calm Before the Storm,” it was clear that 43-year-old Braunwyn had been hiding secrets for some time and was tense at home

“I wanted to die,” she continued. “I remember thinking this was the best option for everyone in my family because I was so dark I couldn’t see around or through me was admitted to the mental hospital It wasn’t nice ‘

Sean didn’t know what to do but kept the children away from her so she could heal, Braunwyn said

“I have a dark side that very few people see,” admitted Braunwyn. “Unfortunately, and unfortunately, my husband sees it the most ‘

Dark side: “I have a dark side that very few people see,” Braunwyn admitted, “Unfortunately, and unfortunately, my husband sees it the most”

“It must be nice for him to be able to breathe out, to go somewhere where he doesn’t have to smile and pretend everything is fine,” she mused. “He led me for so long. Protecting me was his full time job since I was 18 ‘

“Sean and I are in a very interdependent relationship,” she added, “Do I annoy him for empowering me? Sure, but do I take responsibility for getting him in that position? Absolutely ‘

Taking responsibility: “Sean and I are in a very interdependent relationship,” she added, “Do I annoy him for empowering me? Sure, but do I take responsibility for getting him in that position? Absolutely ‘

Braunwyn faced these issues when she took her 15-year-old son Jacob into a makeup store to choose his look for a drag show

She was amazed at his confidence and inspired by the fact that he could only be himself when she tried so hard to be authentic

‘All my life people have looked at me and said,’ No, you have to be smaller, you have to be quieter, you have to fit in this little box that we made, ” ‘she said to the cameras I’ve done it for many years but you can only wrap someone up until they finally have to break that damn box and turn it into confetti ‘

Makeup Store: Braunwyn faced these issues when she took her 15-year-old son Jacob to a makeup store to choose his look for a drag show

“When I see it only glow from the inside out, I realize that at the end of the day all that matters is that we stay true to ourselves,” she confirmed

As the coronavirus spread, Braunwyn struggled with the idea of ​​being stuck at home and getting bored because she feared it would make her drink

Stay true: “When I see that it only glows from the inside out, I realize that at the end of the day all that matters is that we remain true to ourselves,” she affirmed

Her daughter Rowan, 17, feared the death of the elderly, lack of food, missing prom, and what would happen to people in hospitals who needed help

Out of the corner of her eye she saw a bottle of tequila in the kitchen and had to pour it so that the temptation to drink would not be too great

Pandemic Concerns: Rowan, 17, feared the death of old people, lack of food, missing prom, and what would happen to people in hospitals who needed help

Braunwyn invited Rowan, who suffered from anxiety and obsessive-compulsive disorder, to come to an AA meeting with her the next day to learn from older participants

Sean started to extol her wisdom and Braunwyn broke out: “Nobody lets me talk! What the hell! You just are Nobody lets me tell my story That’s horrible ‘

In a confessional she said: “I have the feeling that I am trying to escape, but I don’t know where to go, because what I am trying to escape is myself and I am stuck here I am crawling out of my skin”

Tequila disposal: out of the corner of her eye, she saw a bottle of tequila in the kitchen and had to pour it so that the temptation to have a drink doesn’t get too great

Terrible situation: Sean began to extol her wisdom and Braunwyn broke out: “Nobody lets me talk! What the hell! You just are Nobody lets me tell my story That’s horrible ‘

In a preview of the things to come, Braunwyn and Sean finally got it done when he complained that he was just becoming a roommate for her and she talked about having a girlfriend

Shutdown: The screen announced that on Nov. March 2020 the production of the season was stopped

Elsewhere in the episode, the cast began questioning contradicting stories told by their newest castmate, Elizabeth Lyn Vargas, who was getting divorced

After Braunwyn’s vow renewal, Elizabeth wrote a text to her ex that said, “I’m really sorry I filed for divorce and I’m really sad that our marriage will soon be over”

This appalled Emily Simpson, 44, who Elizabeth had known before meeting any of the cast but said she had gotten oddly “emotional” and sometimes didn’t make sense

Two Months: Executive producer Thomas Kelly told the women they may have two months off

Emily and Gina think they aren’t telling the full story about your stuff, she said

Elizabeth said she couldn’t say what she really wanted to say because she was under a gag order that did not allow her to mention her assets or what she received from the divorce overly careful ‘

She said that her obsession with money was a reflex growing up poor, but now that she had money, she didn’t necessarily want to be in her current situation, either

Open conversation: At Frey House, a Palm Springs landmark, Kelly Dodd, 45, was open with Elizabeth

Kelly and Braunwyn urged them to stop talking about money, and Elizabeth said she did it with Jimmy all the time and noticed that he tried to leave her many times’

Elizabeth noted that Shannon had been drunk the night before and happened to fight Jimmy, causing the group to be concerned about their drinking

The pandemic got worse and worse, and Shannon resented the fact that they couldn’t get their usual meat in the market or find isopropyl alcohol as a hand sanitizer

Coronavirus is growing: the pandemic just got worse and worse, and Shannon worried about not being able to market her usual meat or finding isopropyl alcohol as a hand sanitizer

Emily and Gina were shopping in an Italian market, and Emily said when she took her children to a school playground it was empty There were no adults and only five children playing

She didn’t know what to believe and wondered if she should keep her children at home just in case

At home, Shannon was crying in panic about what would happen if she had used up the paper towels and couldn’t get any more

Italian Market: Emily and Gina were shopping in an Italian market and Emily said when she took her children to a school playground it was empty There were no adults and only five children playing

Shannon had bronchiectasis, a lung disease that left her with a cough for several years, and a fear that she would get trapped in her lungs if she contracted COVID-19

Kelly was also injured by the coronavirus and lost thousands in her water business Eventually her mother would be hospitalized with this illness, but she wasn’t scared yet

When Shannon called her, Kelly said, ‘I think they blow it disproportionately It’s the flu’

Blown up: When Shannon called her Kelly said, “I think they blow it up disproportionately It’s the flu ‘

Shannon protested that the virus caused pneumonia in people, and Kelly said, “For you, yes, because like old people and babies, you are compromised ‘

Gina was shocked when she closed her children’s school for a month and said of her home: “I think this first700 square meters have become a hell of a lot smaller ‘

Before the pandemic, Gina was playing tennis with her friends, telling them that a woman at her son’s school joked that her ex, Matt Kirschenheiter, 36, had just come to see the boy’s games

Tennis season: Before the pandemic, Gina played tennis with her friends, telling them that a woman at her son’s school joked that her ex, Matt Kirschenheiter, 36, had just come to the boy’s games to

“He’s working on himself, but he’s a good dad,” she said of Matt, ‘It just kills me’

In a preview of upcoming episodes, it was revealed that Shannon tested positive for coronavirus, and Emily’s husband, Shane Simpson, got it too

Good father: “He’s working on himself, but he’s a good father,” Gina said of Matt, “It just gets me down”

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